FAIL SONG COVER ATTEMPT (TEENAGERS BY HAYLEY WILLIAMS)

Having a fight

back when we were eating at penongs, i got his cellphone and went on hunting for photos (he searched all of my photos on fb) but he wouldn't let me see anything. that's why i have been really annoyed and made wierd gestures :( but he just said *bahala ka kung manlood ka wala koy baya koy labot* so, well so much for being boyfriend and girlfriend :( 

We are still having our cold war, right now.. but i will sleep at 11:15. :( but it's ok tho 'cause i have already researched about his design project :( all he needs to do is draft.

Haha with bae making the most of it :3

Dinner date selfie

dinner with my love :D

Blank Space Cover HAHAHAHAHA

hahaha. very imperfect cover but i tried

so so so so hard

second batch of december 9's video post

first batch of december's 9 video post

still into you cover HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i'm sick, can't go to school.
so hey! this is me AGAIN
singin' a paramore song.
sorry if it's no good.

:D  

I am studying selfie

keep bleeding love.

troubles :(

i feel sick

what is this troubling feeling?
there is something inside me
something is bothering me
what is this?
what is this?
i can feel my sharp breaths
i can feel my heart beat in agony
about something i do not understand
what is this?
i have an exam tomorrow
i can't deal with this right now
my plate is due on saturday at 8am
what am i gonna do, with this bothersome feelings?
i don't know what's wrong.
but i feel that there is something wrong
i can sense a cold atmosphere down in my spine

should i sleep this trough?
or should i just bare with it?

maybe i am sick...

selfies with ze lover

secret lover

how did it end up this way, really?

it's as if my body, my mind and my soul was not mine at all.

it feels like it's all for you -- made only for you.

selfies with my secret lover

so well, for the past few days i have not uploaded any video.. well i had my video it's just that it wasn't uploading, i don't know if this is because of the slow internet connection or because of blogger? but as of the moment, this is how i spent my last 3 days.

waking up ang falling asleep in his arms. so, i this is how i say I AM REALLY INLOVE.

irrational

it was a fine day yesterday, was it not?
it started with me greeting you a morning full of love
as the day ended your sweetness ended too
leaving me sick and tired of you.

me singing and talking :(

i miss you. <3

galawang breezy boys

eto ka. </3 winasak  mo puso ko.

officially brokenhearted .

oh, damn! it hurts so bad. 

i love you

dilemma called love

a little something for yesterday

disappointed

i wished you were with me yesterday night when my thoughts almost killed me and my body needed someone to hold on to. i know i said, "i can do it, even if you are not with me" but you know what? i just wanted you to be with me. i just said that to see if you wanted to be with me, too. i asked you, many times if i could have your time - you have neglected me. 

i felt really disappointed.

you

i just have to write this here so i can just go ahead and clear my mind.
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i hate you
you're stubborn
you like me yet
you don't believe me
you're annoying to the bones.
you cracked me up
you pulled me close
you can be sweet
you can be dumb
you tend to argue
you tend to play games
you misunderstand (almost all the things i say)

i hate you
you conclude too fast
you tend to over think
you hate toms (maybe this is why you hate me too)
you cannot wait
you talk rubbish
you're not a gentleman
you're so mean (almost every time)
you're very childish (specially at this very moment, lol unfriend-ing* me? for what? wtf)

but i like you, and i feel so DUMB! why would i waste my time thinking about you when you have already decided to not talk to me FOREVER? but i cannot pull myself together, somehow for some reason i want you. I REALLY WANT YOU! AND THIS FEELING MAKES ME FEEL MORE ALIVE THAN I WAS BEFORE. that it pains me to see you like this and to feel like this. i don't know how you have managed to do this, i don't even wanna think about it.

i wanted to be with you
i wanted to be needed by you
i wanted to be...
i wanted to be...
i've always wanted to be...

this feels, awkward and hopefull.
really hopefull.

if i send this to you, would you finish this?
or would you stop?

you know? even though, you have tons of bad sides i still like you.
very much. that what you are doing now hurts too much.
too much.

you're too much.

*sigh.
nganong mura man ko nimog ginatigbas sa heart?
sakit gud. kaayo. pls stop.
kung nalibog jud ka, unsa nalang ko?
kung tan-aw nimo mao ni ang pinaka nindot na paagi, naa paman siguroy way na pwede ta maging civilize, we're friends. are we not? lisod gud. makauga ug utok. between us, kinsa paman makasabot? gusto jud tika. that this hurts.

kita najud ang pinakalala na mga tao, na puro weirdo.
ginasabot jud tika, unta sabton pod ko nimo.
dili bya nako kaya naay masuko sa akoa, hilabi na ikaw? kay truly we are something else.
i was shocked and unhappy about this,

hope you can reconsider.

ayaw kog ingna na "mawala lang man kung gustohon nako"
dili mana ginapugos. sayang atong gisugdan, as friends. mauwi lang sa nganga.
i wish i could make you understand

papilio stomachus

I just stared at him and I flipped.

_____

there is something about him, that makes me so annoyed that i have not met him before i met her. it was just an unlucky karma. but i just fall onto him without really trying too hard. i just fell.

first things, first

this blog will just be like any other blog. you can read it and weep from it. hahaha. anyway i will start posting other stuff about architecture, life and love here. hope nobody reads all of this. 

this is all for my first blog post. 

i am currently working on my overdue design project. hahahaha

btw, this blog will be about me and my interest. 

just to make things straight.